Man Fully Alive
The glory of God is man fully alive! I have posted in the past about my hunting adventures. I took up deer hunting last year. My dad wasn't a hunter and i've never had an "elder" show me the ropes of hunting. Masculinity is bestowed - it is taught, it is handed down - and in some sense, hunting is a part of the masculine adventure. Unfortunately for me, I've had to teach it to myself. I have two good hunting buddies and they are showing me a good deal and I do have an older man that is extremely experienced in all types of hunting. He helps me learn from my mistakes but I am, for the most part, doing this myself and that is OK. Not ideal, but OK.
Saturday was a grand day. The weather was incredible - crystal clear blue skies and very fall-like temperatures. I hit the stand at 6:30 am and enjoyed some quiet time with God. I saw a few deer early and then about 8:30, 6 doe walked into my stand area. I set my stand up at the end of a food plot down into a hardwood forest that falls down into a creek bottom. These doe came off the food plot and were heading down into the woods. They walked right up to my stand and hung around for a few minutes munching on acorns. A spike came up out of the woods to check the girls out and then a 4 point came along. With 8 deer now under my stand, I was frozen waiting and hoping for a large buck to come along. I heard something coming up behind me and as I slowly turned my head to the right, a very nice, mature buck came up. He was perfect - almost. One side of his rack was thick and mature with 4 good points and a smaller 5th point. The problem is, his other side was mangled and broken. He had been fighting and lost some of this side. Hard as it was, I let him go but needless to say, it was thrilling. He was almost perfect, almost on my wall.
I went again this morning. I only saw 1 doe and she had a nice 6 point following her up out of the creek bottom. At this point in the cycle, the younger bucks are "pushing" the does. The does aren't in heat yet and the rut hasn't begun...but it is close. The younger bucks are driving the does and the big boys are holding back. Once the rut kicks in, the chase will be on. My hope is that my stand is in the right place to catch the right buck at the right time. So far, I am encouraged by the traffic flow around my stand.
What was trilling beyond words this morning was my first encounter with a bobcat. I've had 2 bobcats in my driveway before but this was the first time I've seen one in the woods. About 10am, I heard a scream way off in the woods. I had no idea what it was - at first, I thought it may be a goose honking and the echos of the woods were playing tricks on me. The screaming continued non-stop and was getting closer and closer. I noticed the squirrels started running up the treees and that tipped me off (that and the hair standing up on the back of my neck). This wasn't a goose. It was a bobcat and he was moving in on me. The screams got louder and louder and then he went totally silent. About the time he went silent, he appeared on my left cruising up right in front of me. About 30 yards ahead of me he stopped and I had a full side look at him. He then disappeared like a ghost into the thick brush. What a thrill!
Now this doesn't ring everyone's bell but I am telling you, you feel fully alive at 8am on a cold fall morning watching the miracle of God's woods. It is thrilling beyond words.
Soar!
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
Lonely
Why are we lonely? Why do - sometimes - we feel like it is us vs. the world? Why do we crave intimacy with our spouse? Not sex so much as deep intimacy. Why do we long for a few friends that really "get" us? As men, why do we want our father's affection and attention? Why do we need him to take a real interest in us a his son?
It is a fallen world. Broken. This isn't heaven. Those longings we feel are in some strange ways - normal. They are the normal consequences of living in a broken world. People don't meet our needs because deep down, they hurt and long as much as we do. Someone recently said, "Be patient with everyone for everyone you come in contact with is fighting a battle." Everyone that ticks you off today, everyone that is rude to you in a store, everyone that forgets you, everyone...is fighting a deep battle of their own.
We all battle. We all hurt. This is a scary place this world of ours. It is easy to mourn this life because it isn't right. The world and mankind cannot fulfill that deep seated, soul-planted desire we all have for relationship. God put that desire in man and it won't be totally satisfied until we are with Him in His realm. That sense of mourning reflects the longing we have for M-O-R-E -- there has to be more than this life offers. Praise the Lord, there is.
Those twinges you feel are normal. It truly is you vs. the world. The world is out for itself because the world is broken. The hurt, anger, loneliness, lack of intimacy, sadness are all just symptoms of the fall. But there is hope. There is M-O-R-E.
He craves intimacy with us. He is restorative. He is healing. He is power. Lean on Him during the times of mourning this broken world.
Soar!
Why are we lonely? Why do - sometimes - we feel like it is us vs. the world? Why do we crave intimacy with our spouse? Not sex so much as deep intimacy. Why do we long for a few friends that really "get" us? As men, why do we want our father's affection and attention? Why do we need him to take a real interest in us a his son?
It is a fallen world. Broken. This isn't heaven. Those longings we feel are in some strange ways - normal. They are the normal consequences of living in a broken world. People don't meet our needs because deep down, they hurt and long as much as we do. Someone recently said, "Be patient with everyone for everyone you come in contact with is fighting a battle." Everyone that ticks you off today, everyone that is rude to you in a store, everyone that forgets you, everyone...is fighting a deep battle of their own.
We all battle. We all hurt. This is a scary place this world of ours. It is easy to mourn this life because it isn't right. The world and mankind cannot fulfill that deep seated, soul-planted desire we all have for relationship. God put that desire in man and it won't be totally satisfied until we are with Him in His realm. That sense of mourning reflects the longing we have for M-O-R-E -- there has to be more than this life offers. Praise the Lord, there is.
Those twinges you feel are normal. It truly is you vs. the world. The world is out for itself because the world is broken. The hurt, anger, loneliness, lack of intimacy, sadness are all just symptoms of the fall. But there is hope. There is M-O-R-E.
He craves intimacy with us. He is restorative. He is healing. He is power. Lean on Him during the times of mourning this broken world.
Soar!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Time
How much time do we have left? How precious is time? Consider this analogy ...
A long lost Aunt passes away and you get a call from a lawyer - "You have been awarded a modest payout from your Aunt's estate. She conditioned this payout to be spread out over time so it wouldn't burden you all at once. You are going to be paid $100,000 a year for the next 18 years. At the end of that time, there is no more."
How would you feel? $100,000 a year just landed in your lap. How blessed you would feel! You would likely savor those first few years - cherish them. The cash would bless you beyond your dreams. You would start planning to pay off student loans, pay off cars, add a room onto your home -- get your immediate affairs in order. When that first check arrived, you'd likely run it to the bank and hold it to be sure that it wasn't some mistake and the gift would be reversed. But over time, you'd ease into the fact that the money was indeed yours and you'd proceed with your plan. Debt would start being knocked out and you'd hold onto some of the excess.
The next year would roll around and you'd wonder if the hoax would vanish or was it indeed real. Would another check arrive? Indeed, the check does arrive and gift keeps on giving and you'd proceed with your plan.
Fast forward 5-6 years. You've accomplished what you wanted to with that money and it has blessed you beyond words. By this time, you don't have any angst over the anniversary date of the gift because you know the check is coming. You start to take it for granted -- it's a given.
This story can go on and on but let's move to year 14 or 15. How would you feel at this point about the money? Wouldn't we take it for granted? Wouldn't $100,000 seem like no big deal at all? "Gee, that seemed like a lot of money 14 years ago but today, I can't do all that much with it." Wouldn't we be right there? Or, would we all of sudden realize, "Holy smokes, this thing is about to run out, it is about to leave me...I had better really enjoy and savor these last few years."
Where am I going with this crazy analogy?
Kids.
We have them and they seem like such a blessing. We hold them a lot those first few years. We cherish them and marvel at how they bless us. 4-5 years later, a routine sets in and they meld into the flow of the family. At 14-15, there are times we want to throttle them, tape their mouths shut and bar the door so the world can't get near them.
But here is where I am going with this - at 14-15, we have about 3 more years of that $100,000 check coming in and then it walks out the door. Don't you think after 14-15 years of getting that check that we'd kind of wake up and say "Man, I've only got 3 more years of this cash flow, I'd better cherish every moment"?
Time is short. Very short. They grow up so fast that it seems like just yesterday they were crawling around and trying to learn to talk. They won't be around much longer and rather than focusing on how hard it is to raise them, we need to be holding them, laughing with them, making memories with them because in a flash, they'll be gone and we'll be sending them checks to pay for college.
In just 6 years, we'll have a home with no kids. We've had 14 years of kids and we've only got 6 more years to go. With our oldest, we've only got 3+ years. She'll be driving in 18 months so really, we've only got 18 months. Once she gets wheels, we'll rarely see her.
Cherish every moment with your kids. I know they wear you out. I know they can be maddening beyond words but in ways that are 100x greater than the $100,000 check that fell into your lap - they are a blessing beyond our wildest imaginations. Cherish. Cherish.
Soar!
How much time do we have left? How precious is time? Consider this analogy ...
A long lost Aunt passes away and you get a call from a lawyer - "You have been awarded a modest payout from your Aunt's estate. She conditioned this payout to be spread out over time so it wouldn't burden you all at once. You are going to be paid $100,000 a year for the next 18 years. At the end of that time, there is no more."
How would you feel? $100,000 a year just landed in your lap. How blessed you would feel! You would likely savor those first few years - cherish them. The cash would bless you beyond your dreams. You would start planning to pay off student loans, pay off cars, add a room onto your home -- get your immediate affairs in order. When that first check arrived, you'd likely run it to the bank and hold it to be sure that it wasn't some mistake and the gift would be reversed. But over time, you'd ease into the fact that the money was indeed yours and you'd proceed with your plan. Debt would start being knocked out and you'd hold onto some of the excess.
The next year would roll around and you'd wonder if the hoax would vanish or was it indeed real. Would another check arrive? Indeed, the check does arrive and gift keeps on giving and you'd proceed with your plan.
Fast forward 5-6 years. You've accomplished what you wanted to with that money and it has blessed you beyond words. By this time, you don't have any angst over the anniversary date of the gift because you know the check is coming. You start to take it for granted -- it's a given.
This story can go on and on but let's move to year 14 or 15. How would you feel at this point about the money? Wouldn't we take it for granted? Wouldn't $100,000 seem like no big deal at all? "Gee, that seemed like a lot of money 14 years ago but today, I can't do all that much with it." Wouldn't we be right there? Or, would we all of sudden realize, "Holy smokes, this thing is about to run out, it is about to leave me...I had better really enjoy and savor these last few years."
Where am I going with this crazy analogy?
Kids.
We have them and they seem like such a blessing. We hold them a lot those first few years. We cherish them and marvel at how they bless us. 4-5 years later, a routine sets in and they meld into the flow of the family. At 14-15, there are times we want to throttle them, tape their mouths shut and bar the door so the world can't get near them.
But here is where I am going with this - at 14-15, we have about 3 more years of that $100,000 check coming in and then it walks out the door. Don't you think after 14-15 years of getting that check that we'd kind of wake up and say "Man, I've only got 3 more years of this cash flow, I'd better cherish every moment"?
Time is short. Very short. They grow up so fast that it seems like just yesterday they were crawling around and trying to learn to talk. They won't be around much longer and rather than focusing on how hard it is to raise them, we need to be holding them, laughing with them, making memories with them because in a flash, they'll be gone and we'll be sending them checks to pay for college.
In just 6 years, we'll have a home with no kids. We've had 14 years of kids and we've only got 6 more years to go. With our oldest, we've only got 3+ years. She'll be driving in 18 months so really, we've only got 18 months. Once she gets wheels, we'll rarely see her.
Cherish every moment with your kids. I know they wear you out. I know they can be maddening beyond words but in ways that are 100x greater than the $100,000 check that fell into your lap - they are a blessing beyond our wildest imaginations. Cherish. Cherish.
Soar!
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Where the battle comes from...
I am in the midst of battle. Things have gone really well for the first six weeks of the new business. Now, a battle is coming after me - professionally and personally. I am - no easier way to say this - under assault.
The assault is going after my wife as well. Why is that? Why my wife? Satan came after Eve in the garden - not Adam. What is the best way to cripple a man? Take out his wife.
I had breakfast this morning with my band of brothers and Chuck joined our group. He attended Wild at Heart in Colorado in August. He is a pastor of a mainline protestant old-money downtown church. In a few words he said, "that weekend changed my life." Amen. It changed mine too. "For the first time," he continued, "I see the enemy. We don't talk about the enemy in my denomination. We don't talk about battle. I see now very clearly the 'big picture' and the battle all around me." Amen to that as well - that was clearly my #1 take away from Wild at Heart.
He then zeroed in on a key point that struck me right where I am today - "I realized that what I battle is coming IN on me - NOT from WITHIN me."
The enemy's great lie is "see, you really are a failure". "See Richard, this business won't work - your former co-workers will destroy you. You'll be seen for what you are - a failure."
NO. NO. NO. That is just wrong and when we hear that, we need to claim it for what it is - a foul lie hissed by the evil one.
The foul one makes us think it is our problem - that we are far less than pleasing to God. Nothing could be farther from the truth. The battle is coming IN on me. It is coming from the outside. It isn't inside me. Deep down, I am not rotten. Deep down, I have a new heart in Jesus and I have been wiped clean. He fought for me. He rescued me.
He liberated me - He set me FREE. I am FREE of that and Satan has no hold on me. Yes, tough times will come and yes there will be hardships in launching a new business but we shaped this business around God and we sought Him in every step along the way. Like Elijah, God just asks us to trust Him and He will take care of us. Yes there will be some hunger along the way but the Liberator will make every provision we need.
Never forget - the attack comes IN on you - not from WITHIN you. Also never forget (as Brad Evangelista said recently) - Jesus isn't some meek, kind, tame man - Jesus is THE King. THE Lord of lords. He is a warrior and He doesn't save the game by coming from behind to beat the devil with a last second hail mary. No Jesus fights for us and wins for us ALL THE TIME!
Soar!
I am in the midst of battle. Things have gone really well for the first six weeks of the new business. Now, a battle is coming after me - professionally and personally. I am - no easier way to say this - under assault.
The assault is going after my wife as well. Why is that? Why my wife? Satan came after Eve in the garden - not Adam. What is the best way to cripple a man? Take out his wife.
I had breakfast this morning with my band of brothers and Chuck joined our group. He attended Wild at Heart in Colorado in August. He is a pastor of a mainline protestant old-money downtown church. In a few words he said, "that weekend changed my life." Amen. It changed mine too. "For the first time," he continued, "I see the enemy. We don't talk about the enemy in my denomination. We don't talk about battle. I see now very clearly the 'big picture' and the battle all around me." Amen to that as well - that was clearly my #1 take away from Wild at Heart.
He then zeroed in on a key point that struck me right where I am today - "I realized that what I battle is coming IN on me - NOT from WITHIN me."
The enemy's great lie is "see, you really are a failure". "See Richard, this business won't work - your former co-workers will destroy you. You'll be seen for what you are - a failure."
NO. NO. NO. That is just wrong and when we hear that, we need to claim it for what it is - a foul lie hissed by the evil one.
The foul one makes us think it is our problem - that we are far less than pleasing to God. Nothing could be farther from the truth. The battle is coming IN on me. It is coming from the outside. It isn't inside me. Deep down, I am not rotten. Deep down, I have a new heart in Jesus and I have been wiped clean. He fought for me. He rescued me.
He liberated me - He set me FREE. I am FREE of that and Satan has no hold on me. Yes, tough times will come and yes there will be hardships in launching a new business but we shaped this business around God and we sought Him in every step along the way. Like Elijah, God just asks us to trust Him and He will take care of us. Yes there will be some hunger along the way but the Liberator will make every provision we need.
Never forget - the attack comes IN on you - not from WITHIN you. Also never forget (as Brad Evangelista said recently) - Jesus isn't some meek, kind, tame man - Jesus is THE King. THE Lord of lords. He is a warrior and He doesn't save the game by coming from behind to beat the devil with a last second hail mary. No Jesus fights for us and wins for us ALL THE TIME!
Soar!
Saturday, October 06, 2007
God's Process
God delivered Elijah. He sent him to the safety of a brook with fresh water and the ravens brought him meat and bread daily. Then God moved Elijah and sent him to a widow and once again, God provided. Later in the story, God has Elijah test the people's faith in Baal. Baal didn't show up at the test. God did. God then had Elijah destroy the prophets of Baal.
Hearing this story, Jezebel puts out a death warrant on Elijah.
After all God had done for Elijah, what would you expect him to do at the threat of a crazy woman? Well, what he did was run. He ran and hid and tells the Lord, "I am no better than my ancestors. I have had enough Lord, take my life." Elijah all of sudden has shifted from obediently following God into the mode of being results oriented. "I'm no better than my ancestors!" God never asked for performance from Elijah - He just asked for faithful obedience and Elijah delivered - until this point in the story.
But God doesn't kill Elijah. Instead He provides a warm fire, fresh bread and water. What a good God we have.
The question for us is, "Am I doing what God requires me to do - or - am I doing what I want to do? Am I chasing my results for my glory or His glory?" That is a haunting question.
In my business - I am performance oriented. Why? Well, clients expect it but it is a dangerous trap. Very quickly, we can forget our purpose. Is my purpose totally performance oriented? Or, is my performance oriented toward ministry? Do I go to work every day trying to "perform" for man or minister to him?
When we shape our daily lives around this perspective - and God's process, our entire outlook changes. God's process for Elijah wasn't for "performance" it was for obedience..."Just follow me Elijah and I WILL take care of you" (my words). Going to work each day, God says the same thing to us..."Just follow Me _________ and I WILL take care of you."
Soar!
God delivered Elijah. He sent him to the safety of a brook with fresh water and the ravens brought him meat and bread daily. Then God moved Elijah and sent him to a widow and once again, God provided. Later in the story, God has Elijah test the people's faith in Baal. Baal didn't show up at the test. God did. God then had Elijah destroy the prophets of Baal.
Hearing this story, Jezebel puts out a death warrant on Elijah.
After all God had done for Elijah, what would you expect him to do at the threat of a crazy woman? Well, what he did was run. He ran and hid and tells the Lord, "I am no better than my ancestors. I have had enough Lord, take my life." Elijah all of sudden has shifted from obediently following God into the mode of being results oriented. "I'm no better than my ancestors!" God never asked for performance from Elijah - He just asked for faithful obedience and Elijah delivered - until this point in the story.
But God doesn't kill Elijah. Instead He provides a warm fire, fresh bread and water. What a good God we have.
The question for us is, "Am I doing what God requires me to do - or - am I doing what I want to do? Am I chasing my results for my glory or His glory?" That is a haunting question.
In my business - I am performance oriented. Why? Well, clients expect it but it is a dangerous trap. Very quickly, we can forget our purpose. Is my purpose totally performance oriented? Or, is my performance oriented toward ministry? Do I go to work every day trying to "perform" for man or minister to him?
When we shape our daily lives around this perspective - and God's process, our entire outlook changes. God's process for Elijah wasn't for "performance" it was for obedience..."Just follow me Elijah and I WILL take care of you" (my words). Going to work each day, God says the same thing to us..."Just follow Me _________ and I WILL take care of you."
Soar!
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